Hey ALL! I'm still here! Really!
I've been needing to write for a long time, I'm going thru a deep depression and I'm not sure what triggered it if anything at all. All I want to do is sleep.
We had our convention a couple weeks ago. It was wonderful. JUst the shot in the arm we needed. I want to hear it again.
Uncle Larry passed away about 4 weeks ago, and then about 3 days ago a dear family friend as well. I'm tired of this old world.
Work is wearing me out I NEED to cut back but we need the funds so its not gonna happen for a bit. Christa is leaving us which SUCKS rocks. I'm NOT happy about that at all. I'm trying very hard to be kind and understanding to all around me but I want to lash out. Which I really don't WANT to do but it's the auto response when I feel like this. I really AM ok so none of you worry needlessly, I recognize the signs of when this is happening and its all mental and emotional, but I can't FIX the problem I just need to ride it out as Shelly reminded me. This too shall pass. So many are dealing with problems far worse and I think about and pray for those.
May Jehovah be with all of us as we deal with the pressures and strains all around us in this world. May he help us to get thru this because it's just gonna get harder.
Anyhu I'm off to put some clothes away and then its off to the EVIL work again! LOL
Love to all so sorry its been so long!!!
We had our convention a couple weeks ago. It was wonderful. JUst the shot in the arm we needed. I want to hear it again.
Uncle Larry passed away about 4 weeks ago, and then about 3 days ago a dear family friend as well. I'm tired of this old world.
Work is wearing me out I NEED to cut back but we need the funds so its not gonna happen for a bit. Christa is leaving us which SUCKS rocks. I'm NOT happy about that at all. I'm trying very hard to be kind and understanding to all around me but I want to lash out. Which I really don't WANT to do but it's the auto response when I feel like this. I really AM ok so none of you worry needlessly, I recognize the signs of when this is happening and its all mental and emotional, but I can't FIX the problem I just need to ride it out as Shelly reminded me. This too shall pass. So many are dealing with problems far worse and I think about and pray for those.
May Jehovah be with all of us as we deal with the pressures and strains all around us in this world. May he help us to get thru this because it's just gonna get harder.
Anyhu I'm off to put some clothes away and then its off to the EVIL work again! LOL
Love to all so sorry its been so long!!!
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